Day 14: No change. Tired. No focus. Mood good.
Tuesday day 13 Tired all day today. Slept from 2am to 530am. Mood is overall calm. Can't seem to focus today. Spending a lot of time online chasing dopamine.
Monday day 12 Slept from 2 to 530 Tired all day.
Sunday day 11: Slept all day. Didn't crawl out of bed until 4pm.
Saturday day 10: No change. Still no focus. Overly tired. I did manage to get stuff done. Had a lot of nausea. Vomited once.
day 9 slept from 830ish to 430am. tired all day after taking meds, but I got stuff done and felt okay. felt like i was on auto pilot and being in my head. couldn't focus too well. felt hot most of the day too.
day 8 ended up going to bed early so i didnt do my entry lastnight. slept: 2 to 530 no change from previous day.
day 7 Forgot to update yesterday slept: 1 to 530 nothing really changed. only tired, no focus. but calm and no anxiety. had diarrhea again. no apetite. for being tired i couldnt get to sleep before midnight.
Day 6: Slept: 2 to 7 again. Mood: same as yesterday. symptoms: felt exhausted all day. no appetite. no focus. but felt real calm. driving home was a bit anxiety inducing because the rain at night. But it felt a lot calmer than normal. Overall my anxiety has been a lot lower.
Day 5: I forgot to do this last night. Slept from 2am till 7am Mood: same as yesterday. Really calm and feeling emotionally numb. Symptoms: was overly tired through the day. First day i took the whole dose of 80. Couldnt focus all day because it took too much energy. Didn't do anything at work all day. No appetite in the morning. I forced myself to eat lunch. All the other daily symptoms are the same. Hot. Little nauseated. It felt like all i could do all day was sit there and just exist until i got home and went right to bed.
Day 4: Slept from 3am until 11am. Mood: calm and emotionally numb. Symptoms: still kind of spacey. Trying to focus feels like it takes a lot more energy than i have. So i spent most of the day in my head and my executive functions were on autopilot. Didn't really feel nausea today. No appetite. I felt hot most of the day despite being outside without my hoodie (cloudy and cold outside). I felt less sensory input but everything else seems brighter and louder. No anxiety today. I felt calm and slow. My head was still going as fast as it always does. It felt easier to just ignore the background noise. No energy through the day. No ambition to do anything outside of the tasks i had to today. Laying in bed instead of tv or games. Also note, i haven't felt fidgety. And i didn't stim all day.
day 3: I slept from 6pm to 11pm, then 3am to about 2pm. mood: not really feeling anything. but I feel calm. symptoms: spacey, less nausea, major fatigue, kind of hotter than normal. mind is going 100mph still. cant focus. feel physically retarded. Feels like I'm moving and doing things real slow. chest hurt a little less. dry mouth and sore throat. felt sensory overload with my roommate talking loud. My appetite seems like it is almost gone. I had to force myself to eat a meal at 5pm. I just want to sleep right now but I'm forcing myself to stay awake.
Day 2: Slept real good last night. Had a crazy vivid dream. Mood: same as yesterday. Felt emotionless. Symptoms: exhausted an hour after taking pill. Nauseated all day. Diarrhea. Had to move boxes at work which brought my heart bpm way up. Chest hurt for 2 hours after that. Hot flash most of the day. Couldn't focus. Head still going 100mph. Felt like I'm slowed down physically, not mentally. Came home and laid right in bed. Fingers have been tingly all day.
Day 1 Strattera: mood: felt no emotions but also really calm. symptoms: spacey, nausea, major fatigue, hot flash, tingly sensation, anxiety despite being calm, mind was still going 100mph, too tired to focus, head kind of hurt, dry mouth, kind of hurts to swallow. about day end symptoms went away but I didn't feel any clearer and couldn't focus any better than normal.